My Happiest Day of my LIFE

To XXX,

Thanks for coming over and accompany me for the whole day! It was fun crapping with you, staring at you, touching you, feeling you. Love!

Tangled heartstrings

I guess I'm holding you too tight. But I can't let myself to lose grip even for a few seconds. I feel like a tinpot dictator, a brutal ruler who is hated by people. I know all those words I've said have made you sad in a certain way, I'm deeply apologetic. I can't help but to feel this way, I'm sorry for being so darn foolish. Sometimes the emotional burden is so heavy that I wish for you to leave me and let me suffer all these pain alone, but I need you by my side forever. I can't imagine life without your presence, your silliness, your aloofness, your ignorance, your stubborness. At least I know when I crash to the rock bottom, you will be there for me. I'm really thankful for all that you've done. Your love to me, is like my drug. When you're gone, I crash and crave for you. With you around I get so high (sometimes angry, because you just won't talk much). So yeah, forgive me for being so selfish, I blame myself, for loving you too much.